A little anxious

Well..... its just another day or so before I head off to Germany for this mini tour with a band and folks I've yet to meet.

I confess to feeling a little anxious about it. Silly really.. It's just the way I am and have always been. I'm not too good at allowing myself to really go ahead and enjoy stuff like this. I always find myself worrying about the most stupid of things that add up to nothing at all really. I remember looking forward to going to Ireland last year, then hit a bit of a panic attack when I was there and it spoilt the trip. I'm sure it won't happen this time but I can't help worrying a bit. Although I've been on leave all week, there have been things to do.... like needing to re lay our kitchen floor (which I'll finish tomorrow) and I could do without it really.

I could do without winding myself up about the excitement of a little trip. It always seems to happen. At least being longer in the tooth these days I understand what causes it now.

Now...... Marty........ you said your piece to get it off your chest. Now get on and enjoy a few days break in Europe!!! LOL

Thanks for listening everyone.

M