Premonition

I kinda finished my last blog trying not to give the impression that problems were afoot and frankly I believed that despite having some kind gut feeling trouble was on the horizon I had no idea what was going to hit me. I'm sitting here at 1.15am having had a bit of a nasty experience on the work front. It caused some flashbacks and sparked off a major bout of anxiety that I had to keep in check (as far as I could) until the end of my shift.
How true those words of Kipling have turned out to be right at this moment! There may be a trip to the doctor for me later this morning if I can get in. Can't reveal any more for obvious reasons. I dunno what else to say other than I feel very demotivated right now and completely self indulgent and full of self pity. It has got to run it's course, come out the other side and hopefully not damage health along the way.